Jude is an ordinary 16-year-old. She lost her mother when she was very young, and it’s pretty obvious from the beginning of the book that her mother suffered from depression. Jude is still struggling with this loss. She wants to become an actress; her mother was a very creative, lively person, and Jude has dreams of living out the glamorous life her mother wished for. But, her father has other ideas. He’s in denial, and really wants Jude to stay close.
When an old friend, Stella, reappears in Jude’s life, everything begins to look up. Stella helps Jude become more outgoing and changes her image. Not all of this is positive, because her new image includes drinking and smoking and staying out late, but also an increase in confidence and a more outgoing personality.
Jude is very excited when she is offered an audition at a prestigious acting school, and Stella goes along for support. But… things are just falling apart. The audition is a disaster, Stella begins to dominate Jude, and Jude becomes uncomfortable with her presence. But, how to get rid of her?
Nadin does a great job with the writing; the descriptions are vivid. The characters have distinct personalities (even though Jude is purposefully devoid of personality.) I enjoyed the story; the pace was good. I never felt bored, but because of my suspicions, I had this attitude about “just get to the end.” The book is short, so that didn’t take long.
I did have a little problem with the end. I thought it was very abrupt, and not realistic. There was no denial or emotional turmoil. I don’t think that realistically someone in Jude’s position would have calmly looked up the problem on the internet. It was sort of like “OK. Now I’ve got this all figured out and I know exactly what to do.” I just think Jude would have had a much more difficult time emotionally after the reveal and the book didn’t convey that.
Published by Candlewick, February 22, 2011
208 pages
ARC provided by Banned Book Tours
Rating: 2.5/5
